Wednesday, March 19, 2008

19: if i could get over that big a crash, i can get over this.

blondes have more fun...? look at that brewski!



the beach house murals 

just to get this out of the way

people often ask about my life in recovery. the most common questions include:

do you go to a meeting everyday?

nope. i try to help one person and call my sponsor (who is just a friend), but other than that, my program looks different every day...

don't you feel like your life is over?

nope. my life is just beginning. i can go anywhere, do anything, and meet anyone - i have no limits. before my life was contained with in the four walls of a bar or a bedroom.

do you tell people you are sober? if they want to know. a lot of people can't handle it.

do you think this is permanent? i take it day by day.

seems like a lot of trouble- why do this?

because death is a scary alternative...and yes, i was really that bad. a good quote sums this up:

They say there are no 'musts' in AA, that it's a 'suggested program'. That's right. The same way that when you jump out of a plane, it's suggested you take a parachute. ~unknown
 
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